i just wish it was under different circumstances
March 2012
137 posts
such a brilliant writer.
last night i dreamt i was running on a beach. there was nowhere to go, and nothing to run away from, so it felt nice to simply do something for no reason and with no consequences. it was cold, and the wind was blowing over the tops of the waves covering me in mist. rocks dotted the beach, ascending into some sort of cliff that i seemed to be climbing as i ran. though, i never did reach the top.
another song i am working on ~
listen - enjoy - let me know how you like it
unless you hate it
nope. i am at psc for early admission~
i never went to harrison.
i started working on a new song today and this is the first edition of it. anyway, i’mma just leave this here~
hopefully working on it more tomorrow and polishing up some stuff but i have to stop for the night because i don’t want to piss of my neighbors by yelling and playing all night.
no one :(
my last name actually means “low field” in Dutch (My father’s side of the family is from the Netherlands/Holland)
don’t call me at all
it’s not that i don’t have words to say
i just don’t want to be the one that speaks them
i’d rather keep it secret until we reach it
so i’ll rest my head on the glory of this sorrow
i know its hard to swallow, but tomorrow
we’ll start new
and i remember the lines i thought that i’d forgotten
“your only flaw is that you’re flawless”
i’m so full of shit, i’m surprised you bought it
but to say that i don’t care is more or less astounding
because i wrote an entire album about us drowning
wasn’t that enough?
now i’m haunted by all these holes found in my armor
and if my heart beats any harder i will lose it
well congratulations, i didn’t know
you two had made things so official
just don’t call me when it fizzles
in fact, don’t call me at all.
The Difference in the Shades - Bright Eyes
letting off the happiness is the best bright eyes album. with it’s lo-fi recording style and instrumentation along with the great lyrics it’s just too damn good. especially for how young he was.
hopefully i will be happier in my dreams. though feeling like i have to dream to feel happy just makes me more sad.
flatsound - empty cup
listen, enjoy~ he’s working real hard on a new album, get ready people.
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