Posts tagged with "low fields"
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You love me
At least I think you do
Like it’s a job
Or more of a chore
I can’t tell which is better
But it’s not that one
I’m tired
Of living day to day
There’s no more
Life keeps going
And I can only pretend
To be in control
low fields
if you want a cassette they are only five dollars so go get one and i will make one just for you. each one is one of a kind, featuring a photograph that i took (it is the only print of that photo in existence).
and you’ll be helping me travel to boston to see my friend and record with her, and play some shows. that’ll be cool~
love,
jp
i woke up shaking again this morning, right at 6 am. the only thing i could think was, “am i still alive?” and i didn’t even care if i was or not, sometimes i wish i could just go to sleep and never wake up, just like you did. i know that sounds selfish, but it’s pretty selfish to expect me to be living for you, especially because you’re just a god damn memory. you’re more like a dream than anything. you mean less to me than anything.
i’d die just to feel anything.
wandering around
nothing to do
nowhere to be
and no one to meet
i’ve got nothing to say
every day is the same
i keep running in place
all i want is to change
there’s got to be more
there’s got to be more
there’s got to be more
but how would i know?

